mel1972
29-06-13, 14:18
I first came to this site 4 years ago after losing my mum..
I went through hell, was on sertraline and suffered with HA in silence as didn't want my friends to know how bad it was..
People on here were a total godsend and it took a good 2.5 years to get myself back to as good as it was gonna get where I was having more good days than bad and not waking up and my first thought is whats wrong with me today.
Now I have lost my Dad, (2 weeks ago) and although it wasn't as much as a shock as losing my mum, slowly but surely the HA is kicking back in..
I thought I had everything before, but this time I am suffering aches and pains in legs, cramps in lower abdomen, tiredness most of the time and spaced out a lot...
My main fear is leaving my kids who although are 20 and 18 i am all they now have got.
I know I will get through this but just needed to get it off my chest...
Thank you for listening
:doh:
I went through hell, was on sertraline and suffered with HA in silence as didn't want my friends to know how bad it was..
People on here were a total godsend and it took a good 2.5 years to get myself back to as good as it was gonna get where I was having more good days than bad and not waking up and my first thought is whats wrong with me today.
Now I have lost my Dad, (2 weeks ago) and although it wasn't as much as a shock as losing my mum, slowly but surely the HA is kicking back in..
I thought I had everything before, but this time I am suffering aches and pains in legs, cramps in lower abdomen, tiredness most of the time and spaced out a lot...
My main fear is leaving my kids who although are 20 and 18 i am all they now have got.
I know I will get through this but just needed to get it off my chest...
Thank you for listening
:doh: