R.Barratt
02-07-13, 01:38
Hello
Really struggling at the minute. Both physically and mentally. Panick attacks. Self harm. Migraines. Constantly exhausted. Not leaving my house for weeks at time.
I am not getting much support as i have no family and my friends dont really understand. I have a partner but atm we are both suffering from cabin fever with no one to talk to and nothing to do.
I have a councillor but we dont get on. She doesnt listen to me and patronizes me every time i see her. Help was put in lace for me to be seen every day and to receive sleeping tablets.
But after 2 days she changed these plans and didnt inform me so tonight i didnt receive my sleeping tablets and when i called to speak to someone i was told i was no longer on there list because she had changed it and not told me.
So tonight i have been left wide awake feeling completely alone and suicidal.
Really struggling at the minute. Both physically and mentally. Panick attacks. Self harm. Migraines. Constantly exhausted. Not leaving my house for weeks at time.
I am not getting much support as i have no family and my friends dont really understand. I have a partner but atm we are both suffering from cabin fever with no one to talk to and nothing to do.
I have a councillor but we dont get on. She doesnt listen to me and patronizes me every time i see her. Help was put in lace for me to be seen every day and to receive sleeping tablets.
But after 2 days she changed these plans and didnt inform me so tonight i didnt receive my sleeping tablets and when i called to speak to someone i was told i was no longer on there list because she had changed it and not told me.
So tonight i have been left wide awake feeling completely alone and suicidal.