worried girl
02-07-13, 20:28
Hi,
I am really trying to kick HA at the moment and I just wanted to get some opinions. My HA is focused on bowel cancer. I am obsessive with checking for blood... So much that I now have a fissure which bleed slightly. Now I know that in my case checking behaviours are the main triggers for my anxiety. At the moment I am obviously slightly bleeding and it gets me panicky. To be fair even when I don't have a fissure I get scared when looking at the paper as I imaging things...
Is it safe not to check when wiping providing I still clean myself up thoroughly ? I am just scared I would ignore a deadly symptom that way...
I am really trying to kick HA at the moment and I just wanted to get some opinions. My HA is focused on bowel cancer. I am obsessive with checking for blood... So much that I now have a fissure which bleed slightly. Now I know that in my case checking behaviours are the main triggers for my anxiety. At the moment I am obviously slightly bleeding and it gets me panicky. To be fair even when I don't have a fissure I get scared when looking at the paper as I imaging things...
Is it safe not to check when wiping providing I still clean myself up thoroughly ? I am just scared I would ignore a deadly symptom that way...