Gemmal
03-07-13, 00:33
Hi Everyone, i am quite new to this forum and have recently posted my lymphoma concerns , i am now into my 17th month of hell. ::) ::)
Tonight i am sitting trying to rationalize my thoughts whilst struggling to stop myself spending and absolutely wage on private blood tests which will provide temporary relief for 2 hours!
So, tomorrow morning i am going to make an app with my GP and admit defeat. I need help, i really really do. I am feeling sick at the thought of admitting what i have been suffering for the past year and a half but i can't take it anymore!
the question is if or when i get put on tablets. I am quite nervous about this idea and was hoping anyone out there can provide some positive light on trying some medication to save my sanity basically.
Please help !
Gemma
Tonight i am sitting trying to rationalize my thoughts whilst struggling to stop myself spending and absolutely wage on private blood tests which will provide temporary relief for 2 hours!
So, tomorrow morning i am going to make an app with my GP and admit defeat. I need help, i really really do. I am feeling sick at the thought of admitting what i have been suffering for the past year and a half but i can't take it anymore!
the question is if or when i get put on tablets. I am quite nervous about this idea and was hoping anyone out there can provide some positive light on trying some medication to save my sanity basically.
Please help !
Gemma