melishaxoxo
06-07-13, 20:50
I feel absolutely alone, sometime I sit and think what i did wrong to deserve this life? From 2011 my health has been gone a down low. MY left eye has been giving me problems, such pain and swelling sometime I cannot handle it, eye doctors all say its allergies. I am afraid im going blind because of a tumor in my eye :( In photos i notice my eye looks big and there are days when there is no pain but then it comes back and stings me like a bee, i am due for an eye checkup again next week which im dreading :( Recently my hair loss has been like real bad, i used to have such thick,long,lovely hair and now my hair is so thin in a ponytail, everytime i wash my hair etc it falls and alot falls :( i dont know what is happening, i am also developing acne on the side of my face and i never had acne before so this is all very sudden and im beginning to think i have been cursed as i worked with a married woman who hated me for no reason and probably because i am not married and do not have any other responsibilities, she even called me a bitch one time behind my back for no reason to another girl. That woman had been doing witchcraft i found out and im sure she had done for me as at home i would hear sounds at night and have bad nightmares, my eye got real bad then. Now I look a fright when i look in the mirror, at work,people say i look tired and my hair never looks neat at work due to it thinning. Acne on the sides of my face are looking real bad too and i try to hide it with foundation as it looks bad for work, i cannot believe it i never had these things happening to me and my diet is good as i eat alot of greens etc and i dont get why all of this is happening to me unless im cursed :(