Itsonlyme26
09-07-13, 09:36
I don't know wether this is anxiety or depression but I'll take it as both , with a bit of truth. Now with me I ain't like most people , who is , I always look for things way beneath the surface. When I do get beneath that surface I will try to get beneath that surface before I can accept it for what it appears to be , don't judge a thing/someone by its first appearance. Since I do this it has helped me figure out who and what people are by just talking to them a few times which I think should be obvious to most people. I have depression and anxiety which I take 40mg citalopram to help relieve the symptoms they bring upon me , which ain't nice but you do learn a lot from it. When I read self help books there is always only one question that comes to mind 'are we really this messed up?' which then leads me to believe that negative thinking is polluting the earth we live on ! Negative thinking only leads to negative feelings which will then turn into negative behaviour. I know it's hard to break that cycle I'm still a tiny bit in that cycle myself which I wish would just go away but I guess that's too much to ask , right ? I mean seriously look around you people are so involved with themselves now a days we've forgotten what it feels like to be cared for so therefor this leads us to not caring about anything/anyone. Most people do drugs wethere it's legal or illegal. Let's face it everyone just wants to get drunk and have a good because what else is there to do ? We all work at demanding jobs that take us away from friends and family so we become what we are afraid of being , which is lonely. What ever happened to living life pure ?