Dvsone
10-07-13, 05:00
I don't even know where to start. So I have this pain. It's in the right side of my chest except that its not really my chest. It's more like right under my pec and in my ribs near that area. I only feel this pain when I push my chest outward and stretch hard. If I hold the stretch the pain will go away and then when I release and go back to the relaxed position the pain comes for a split second and everything goes back to normal. It feels like a muscle pain to be honest. But ive told myself thats probably because a tumor is growing and when i get to a certain point of my stretch it puts pressure on my lungs up against my ribs. Of course I have been all over google and checked every message board and every lung cancer symtom possible...even though none of them hit the symtoms on the head I rule them off as being to vague.
But when you have really bad anxiety everything tells you it's the worst thing possible. I'm 31 and I smoked for 15 years at about a pack a day. I'm now vaping as of the last four months.
These last 2 months or so have been making me crazy...it's like my anxiety has came back with a vengeance and in the form of health anxiety rather then agoraphobia. So far I've had myself convinced of heart attack, annurysm, brain tumor and now lung cancer. It all sounds silly
But the worst part of all of it is that I'm constantly thinking that I'm not going to watch my 15 mo old boy grow up
But when you have really bad anxiety everything tells you it's the worst thing possible. I'm 31 and I smoked for 15 years at about a pack a day. I'm now vaping as of the last four months.
These last 2 months or so have been making me crazy...it's like my anxiety has came back with a vengeance and in the form of health anxiety rather then agoraphobia. So far I've had myself convinced of heart attack, annurysm, brain tumor and now lung cancer. It all sounds silly
But the worst part of all of it is that I'm constantly thinking that I'm not going to watch my 15 mo old boy grow up