mila
10-07-13, 14:25
Hi everyone,
I cant believe myself really. I have managed to do something i thought i could never do, i travelled by myself to Rome for work to a conference, i stayed here by myself for 2 nights with only people i never met before, went on the bus and around rome on my own, only for couple of hours but i did it even though i was aprehensive about a few things, and i managed to hold a presentation in front of more thsn 100 people without anyone noticing i was nervous at all. And now when i finished that and it is time to go home i suddenly started feeling really funny. I feel all jelly like, and not like dizzy spinning but just weird, like i am all over the place, like i am gonna pass out or fall over and my eyes cant focus very well and i am all shaky and uncoordinated and panicked and uneasy. What is this!! I really feel scared especially since i need to go on the plane in a few hours and i am scared of going feeling like this. I was just so proud of myself for everything and now again i am scared something terrible is happening to me :-( i am hopeless!
I cant believe myself really. I have managed to do something i thought i could never do, i travelled by myself to Rome for work to a conference, i stayed here by myself for 2 nights with only people i never met before, went on the bus and around rome on my own, only for couple of hours but i did it even though i was aprehensive about a few things, and i managed to hold a presentation in front of more thsn 100 people without anyone noticing i was nervous at all. And now when i finished that and it is time to go home i suddenly started feeling really funny. I feel all jelly like, and not like dizzy spinning but just weird, like i am all over the place, like i am gonna pass out or fall over and my eyes cant focus very well and i am all shaky and uncoordinated and panicked and uneasy. What is this!! I really feel scared especially since i need to go on the plane in a few hours and i am scared of going feeling like this. I was just so proud of myself for everything and now again i am scared something terrible is happening to me :-( i am hopeless!