melishaxoxo
10-07-13, 21:13
I know of some people that are so healthy and happy, they hardly ever go to see doctors unless it is for a flu injection. They drink,party,smoke,eat junk food but yet are a hundred times more healthy than i am. I am 27 and i dont go out anywhere because half the time im feeling sick or having such bad eye pain that i need to rest. I am really not enjoying my life and it seems that everything i do i end up getting sick or something bad will happen. Yet some people that are even older than me have a life full of vitality and are always going out and never have any health complaints. I have sensitive ears like a low tolerance for normal sounds and hence i cant go to loud places also my eye issues is the worst and it brings me down. I am constantly spending all my money on doctors and medication while some my age are buying clothing etc. It really depresses me out and I feel so alone at times that it just seems so unfair that I am put in this position and i know there are some worse off than me but I never have an ounce of fun. I dont know when last I felt healthy and happy. I even eat healthily and exercise for an hour a day, drink water and take supplements but nothing is helping me.. i feel like its unfair that those people that eat unhealthily, drink, party it up have no health issues.