Kalex12345
10-07-13, 21:14
Hi , I don't know if any body can help , I'm falling apart at the seams , lost my business last year , can't find a job anywhere , struggling to eat , sleep , I've got so much time for my brain to analyse everything , and to top it all off my 15 year old daughter has been dumped by her 1st boyfriend after 7 months . My baby is broken hearted and I can feel every pain with her . I can't help her & her friends seem to have abandoned her . How can I help her if I can't cope , my world is falling apart . She is my world , I want to scoop her up and runaway with her away from all the heartache . But I know the heart break will still be there . I have 2 older boys that are doing great , I've never mollycoddled any of them .
So I don't know why it's hurting so much . Sometimes I can hardly breathe , her pain is unbearable for her and I can't help . I'm totally helpless . She cries & I can't pull myself together to help her. I'm already on anti depressants and anxiety pills and for years have been doing ok , living a kind of normal life . I can't let my daughter see how bad I'm coping with her hurt. We have a very close relationship and she tells me everything , so I think if she sees me in a state she might stop talking to me . I love her with all my heart , my whole body is hurting . I didn't know it was possible to love someone as much as I do. I need my baby ,
So I don't know why it's hurting so much . Sometimes I can hardly breathe , her pain is unbearable for her and I can't help . I'm totally helpless . She cries & I can't pull myself together to help her. I'm already on anti depressants and anxiety pills and for years have been doing ok , living a kind of normal life . I can't let my daughter see how bad I'm coping with her hurt. We have a very close relationship and she tells me everything , so I think if she sees me in a state she might stop talking to me . I love her with all my heart , my whole body is hurting . I didn't know it was possible to love someone as much as I do. I need my baby ,