Justin1973
19-07-13, 19:27
Hi, This will makes sense lol.
What I'm asking is; if there is a time of year - Christmas, Autumn, summer Easter etc - that anyone on here doesn't like or even dread?
For the past three years I've had a pretty horrible late July/August.
2010; a developed an fair of contamination and had bad anxiety. Saw a doctor in early aug. and I was put on anti-depressants. That started off me having panic attacks which, amazingly, I hadn't had the previous 6 months before suffering with this. I was just restless and couldn't settle!
2011; I done so well with therapy. I came of the AD's too soon without any practical support. Came off on a bad time of me life with family problems and being caught in the middle of problems my friends were having. Had too panic attacks late in July and throughout the rest of the summer I was in a state, high anxiety, shaking most of the day, everyday, depressed etc. I could go on!!!
2012; After more therapy and an anxiety management course and getting back on AD's, I felt more balanced. I've had stress over that year still with the same issues. However, last summer was so horrible. End of July my dog (we had for 14 years) had to be put down as he had heart and lung failure. I was devastated and felt fragile for all of that time. Then, a so-called friend of mine accuse me of something I didn't do. I didn't really get any back up or defence from my best friend. He was, still is, having intimacy with her. Kind takes first place in his eyes :wacko: I was just hurt so bad I felt ill. I couldn't fully enjoy the little break I had with mum and dad and the nephews at the beginning of sept last year.
Well, here we are again, a year later and it's come to that point when things went horrible for me for the years I've mentioned.
You can imagine the dread I am feeling. I feel very fed up, tired, my chest is tight, I just don't feel happy at all. I'm going out and doing stuff, I'm keen to actually as it takes my mind of this and allows me to forget about it for awhile.
I'm going to a wedding during this period. I'm not happy as I had a major panic attack at the last wedding I went to three years ago. Lovely!!! lol.
I keep saying to myself, this can't go on though. There has to be a "the last six or so weeks of summer" that really will turn out okay for me. The ones from 2009 going back as far as I remember weren't horrible, bad and anything like that. Boring a lot of cases maybe but, I'll take boring anytime right now lol.
Fingers crossed I get over this bit unscaved, if poss.
Is there a time of year that you dread, wish you could stay asleep for and wake up when time moves on a bit?
What I'm asking is; if there is a time of year - Christmas, Autumn, summer Easter etc - that anyone on here doesn't like or even dread?
For the past three years I've had a pretty horrible late July/August.
2010; a developed an fair of contamination and had bad anxiety. Saw a doctor in early aug. and I was put on anti-depressants. That started off me having panic attacks which, amazingly, I hadn't had the previous 6 months before suffering with this. I was just restless and couldn't settle!
2011; I done so well with therapy. I came of the AD's too soon without any practical support. Came off on a bad time of me life with family problems and being caught in the middle of problems my friends were having. Had too panic attacks late in July and throughout the rest of the summer I was in a state, high anxiety, shaking most of the day, everyday, depressed etc. I could go on!!!
2012; After more therapy and an anxiety management course and getting back on AD's, I felt more balanced. I've had stress over that year still with the same issues. However, last summer was so horrible. End of July my dog (we had for 14 years) had to be put down as he had heart and lung failure. I was devastated and felt fragile for all of that time. Then, a so-called friend of mine accuse me of something I didn't do. I didn't really get any back up or defence from my best friend. He was, still is, having intimacy with her. Kind takes first place in his eyes :wacko: I was just hurt so bad I felt ill. I couldn't fully enjoy the little break I had with mum and dad and the nephews at the beginning of sept last year.
Well, here we are again, a year later and it's come to that point when things went horrible for me for the years I've mentioned.
You can imagine the dread I am feeling. I feel very fed up, tired, my chest is tight, I just don't feel happy at all. I'm going out and doing stuff, I'm keen to actually as it takes my mind of this and allows me to forget about it for awhile.
I'm going to a wedding during this period. I'm not happy as I had a major panic attack at the last wedding I went to three years ago. Lovely!!! lol.
I keep saying to myself, this can't go on though. There has to be a "the last six or so weeks of summer" that really will turn out okay for me. The ones from 2009 going back as far as I remember weren't horrible, bad and anything like that. Boring a lot of cases maybe but, I'll take boring anytime right now lol.
Fingers crossed I get over this bit unscaved, if poss.
Is there a time of year that you dread, wish you could stay asleep for and wake up when time moves on a bit?