janine85
24-07-13, 22:28
Been almost a year since I even logged into this site, slowly feel anxiety creeping up on me. Have been of medication since September, life has changed so much since then.
I became single after 10 years. Amicable, we just seemed to have grown apart. He is my best friend and I miss him dearly. I moved out of our home and into the city. I love him and always will. He seems so happy and I'm not. Why?
I had a blow out after the split and drank and partied alot but at 28 years old I've slowed down and since then I've started feeling sad and unhappy and lonely. I don't have many friends, especially true friends. I guess I just mainly feel like I have nobody to talk to.
My job is ok but it's repetitive and easy so it gives me a lot of time to think. My anxiety stemmed from family dysfunction as a child and abruptly came to head when I lost a friend in 2009 and another childhood friend just 9 months later. I deal with the deaths in my own way and cope.
I have recently started dating a guy who is lovely and adores me - he really loves me but I'm insure how I feel. It's nice to have company and a cuddle.
I haven't suffered a real anxiety or panic attack in a while. I'm not expecting sympathy or even replies it just feels good to have told someone. Thank you.
I became single after 10 years. Amicable, we just seemed to have grown apart. He is my best friend and I miss him dearly. I moved out of our home and into the city. I love him and always will. He seems so happy and I'm not. Why?
I had a blow out after the split and drank and partied alot but at 28 years old I've slowed down and since then I've started feeling sad and unhappy and lonely. I don't have many friends, especially true friends. I guess I just mainly feel like I have nobody to talk to.
My job is ok but it's repetitive and easy so it gives me a lot of time to think. My anxiety stemmed from family dysfunction as a child and abruptly came to head when I lost a friend in 2009 and another childhood friend just 9 months later. I deal with the deaths in my own way and cope.
I have recently started dating a guy who is lovely and adores me - he really loves me but I'm insure how I feel. It's nice to have company and a cuddle.
I haven't suffered a real anxiety or panic attack in a while. I'm not expecting sympathy or even replies it just feels good to have told someone. Thank you.