stay_gold
25-07-13, 02:46
Ever since I can remember I've always liked singing, I used to do it all the time.
Then anxiety struck and I was stopped trying to follow the dream for 6 years. I'm 24 now, and I've slowly got more confident. It's weird because the people I know have connections to help me but they just aren't bothering, but that's the kind of friends I have. I was floating around not moving at all until I met my new girlfriend. Problem is, she lives in France and she sings and plays guitar, so now I'm watching and hearing about her do all the thing I want to do and it sparks a little jealousy. I will always support her and never try and stop her but it just makes me feel worse about myself, I have no money to even go to the recording studio because I don't feel like I'd be good at any jobs and get panic attacks just before interviews, so I'm just stuck in a lonely place. I'm ready to start but money is holding me back and the route is anxiety.
I dunno what to do:shrug:
Then anxiety struck and I was stopped trying to follow the dream for 6 years. I'm 24 now, and I've slowly got more confident. It's weird because the people I know have connections to help me but they just aren't bothering, but that's the kind of friends I have. I was floating around not moving at all until I met my new girlfriend. Problem is, she lives in France and she sings and plays guitar, so now I'm watching and hearing about her do all the thing I want to do and it sparks a little jealousy. I will always support her and never try and stop her but it just makes me feel worse about myself, I have no money to even go to the recording studio because I don't feel like I'd be good at any jobs and get panic attacks just before interviews, so I'm just stuck in a lonely place. I'm ready to start but money is holding me back and the route is anxiety.
I dunno what to do:shrug: