hazel
29-06-04, 10:18
Hi all,
Had a bad few days. I have had the feeling that I am on the verge of losing it for ages but it is particulay strong today but I don;t know why.It has got to the point now that I am worried about going to sleep in case I wake up mad and I will never properly know my partner and family anymore. I felt exactly the same when I thought I was going to die of a heartattack but I don't seem able to tell myself this and rationalise it. I just don't feel like myself really and I keep getting urges to laugh etc. Does anyone else know what I mean, it's so hard to describe!?
Hazel
Had a bad few days. I have had the feeling that I am on the verge of losing it for ages but it is particulay strong today but I don;t know why.It has got to the point now that I am worried about going to sleep in case I wake up mad and I will never properly know my partner and family anymore. I felt exactly the same when I thought I was going to die of a heartattack but I don't seem able to tell myself this and rationalise it. I just don't feel like myself really and I keep getting urges to laugh etc. Does anyone else know what I mean, it's so hard to describe!?
Hazel