peach
15-10-06, 03:54
hi,
ive been reading some of the messages on here since i found this place yesterday. it is soooo good to know im not alone with this. i only really suffered with anxiety and panic attacks this year. i got a stomach infection that last 2 months, and 2 months ago, i got inner ear infection that lasted 3 weeks, then a virus that has lasted till last week.... all of this caused me a total state of fear of death, and asking what was wrong with me, i got the nit wake up,feeling sick, heart racing and recently i now have a dry throat constantly, with what feels like a lump at the top of my throat. my doc is not worried at all, and my main problem isnow, i have become a bit house bound because of the dizziness and fear of fainting in public. i was such a social,healthy person before this....oh, i have IBS, had it for years, but only now i feel like ive lost my quality of life...i have to go back to university tommorow, and am so scared, i have to go, taken too much time off and i have exams in 2 weeks.....i used to love going to uni.....i cant believe my life has come to this.....its so awful and scary...
i try to convince myself its in my head, but the symptoms are so real! its hard to believe your mind can do this to your body!
thanx for listening.....i think i needed to vent...lol
ive been reading some of the messages on here since i found this place yesterday. it is soooo good to know im not alone with this. i only really suffered with anxiety and panic attacks this year. i got a stomach infection that last 2 months, and 2 months ago, i got inner ear infection that lasted 3 weeks, then a virus that has lasted till last week.... all of this caused me a total state of fear of death, and asking what was wrong with me, i got the nit wake up,feeling sick, heart racing and recently i now have a dry throat constantly, with what feels like a lump at the top of my throat. my doc is not worried at all, and my main problem isnow, i have become a bit house bound because of the dizziness and fear of fainting in public. i was such a social,healthy person before this....oh, i have IBS, had it for years, but only now i feel like ive lost my quality of life...i have to go back to university tommorow, and am so scared, i have to go, taken too much time off and i have exams in 2 weeks.....i used to love going to uni.....i cant believe my life has come to this.....its so awful and scary...
i try to convince myself its in my head, but the symptoms are so real! its hard to believe your mind can do this to your body!
thanx for listening.....i think i needed to vent...lol