unsure_about_this
27-07-13, 16:32
My parents and family want me back to how I was before my health anxiety really got sky high. My parents are deeply concerned for me and it causing friction in the family again.
My parents say I don't have anything to worry about, we got no family history of cancer in the family.
I am getting CBT help, but unsure when this will start for me properly.
I am getting really anxious about my health still and been going on far too long. I really would love to go to the doctors every day just for reassurance that I am fine (since my parents can't do it for me all the time) I am scared that I cannot stop self examination myself, I always checked my poop every time I go (not picking up out of the bowl)
My biggest fear at the moment are testicle cancer, bowel cancer (still) even though I had ultrasound of these organs around the abdominal including kidneys and bladder. one CT scan and one camera up the backside even though nothing has been found (may go for a MRI scan) and complete the hat-trick.
and because of the Coronation Street storyline Pancreatic cancer. It is circling around the fear of cancer. I do worry a lot about the other cancers a well, lung cancer, brain tumours etc.
Skin cancer because of the summer I am always forever checking my skin.
I have not managed to go 15 minutes when I been awake without checking myself when I am on my own.
I have done well not reading daily mail health articles, but have done okay on the others and have only done it a few times, I must stop trying to Google again and the biggest enemy now is cancer websites looking at each symptom, trying to match something I might have.
My parents say I don't have anything to worry about, we got no family history of cancer in the family.
I am getting CBT help, but unsure when this will start for me properly.
I am getting really anxious about my health still and been going on far too long. I really would love to go to the doctors every day just for reassurance that I am fine (since my parents can't do it for me all the time) I am scared that I cannot stop self examination myself, I always checked my poop every time I go (not picking up out of the bowl)
My biggest fear at the moment are testicle cancer, bowel cancer (still) even though I had ultrasound of these organs around the abdominal including kidneys and bladder. one CT scan and one camera up the backside even though nothing has been found (may go for a MRI scan) and complete the hat-trick.
and because of the Coronation Street storyline Pancreatic cancer. It is circling around the fear of cancer. I do worry a lot about the other cancers a well, lung cancer, brain tumours etc.
Skin cancer because of the summer I am always forever checking my skin.
I have not managed to go 15 minutes when I been awake without checking myself when I am on my own.
I have done well not reading daily mail health articles, but have done okay on the others and have only done it a few times, I must stop trying to Google again and the biggest enemy now is cancer websites looking at each symptom, trying to match something I might have.