Panic Attacks Calmed With Lexotan

[Edward_1980]

Sorry,

This is going to be a long thread. I would first like to point out that I have Borderline Personality and I can sometimes "Feel things a lot deeper than the average person", and this leads to uncontrollable panic attacks. People know the medication I am on because it is on my signature.

Well,
Yesterday there was speculation that the Medication that I am on was possibly taken illegally and not prescribed by my Psychiatrist. This set of chain of panic all last night and today.

The panic attack was so severe that my body started to tremble, I started sweating and had a pain in the chest and down the arm. I was convinced there and then that it was the end.

My partner rushed me to D-Doctor Emergency Services where he saw the state that I was in. I was hyperventilating in front of him. I can actually swear that it was the most frightening time of my life.

The D-Doctor diagnosed it as a severe panic attack and prescribed me Bromazepam 1.5mg to take twice daily.

Now, I don't want to cause any hassle of trouble, but this chain of panic since yesterday by a forum member questioning my medication and whether or not it was illegal. I don't think that it's on bit funny and I think that particular poster should be put on moderation. I'm sorry for babbling on.

I'm sedated on the Lexotan, but I'm still pissed:lac:

[bernie1977]

The poster didn't say it to purposely upset you, they apologised after too when corrected.

Maybe you should take this upset on the chin and accept the apology the poster offered to you instead of asking for them to be moderated. Remember how many people you upset in the past with your lies, you've come back to the site and to the credit of certain members they've forgiven you and moved on

[Edward_1980]

Why are you throwing my past up at me?

[bernie1977]

I was just giving my opinion on the matter as its a public forum. I did not say anything wrong just the truth. You asked for advice so I gave it

[Edward_1980]

I never said you said anything wrong. If you're not going to be helpful don't bother replying. And it might be worth looking for the thread where I apologized to everyone publically since we're on the subject.

[bernie1977]

Whatever Edward. I was trying to be helpful by replying I won't bother next time as you only want to hear what suits you.

I expect to read a post soon saying I've caused you stress and panic just like you did with the person who did nothing wrong yesterday. Before doing that think of the terrible upset you caused people with your lies the last time you were a regular a poster.

[Edward_1980]

There's no need to mock me Bernie.

[bernie1977]

Quote where I have mocked you. Look as hard as you can but you won't find it. Everything has to be your way doesn't it Edward

[Edward_1980]

"I expect a post soon"

[bernie1977]

That's not mockery, it's me predicting what might happen

[Edward_1980]

Yes it was Bernie. The aim of you replying to this thread was to lash out at me and you have done so. I won't be posting any threads saying you upset me at all. I was upset and I have every right to be when panic and depression is involved.

[bernie1977]

You are wrong Edward but believe whatever makes you happy.

[Edward_1980]

Tell me, what am I wrong about. I was Pming Nicola yesterday and they told me that that poster is being watched.

[bernie1977]

You said the aim of me replying to thread was to lash out at you, that was what I said you were wrong about. I know my own mind (sometimes!) and I would not do that. You don't know me Edward I'm not that type of person. I was giving you advice and mentioned something from the past as an example and you've taken exception to this, it was not lashing out as you describe

[Edward_1980]

In that case my sincere apologies Bernie.

[bernie1977]

You don't have to apologise Edward it was a misunderstanding, I'm just glad you realise I wasn't lashing out at you.

[Edward_1980]

Me and my mind Bernie. It gets the better of me sometimes and lands me in it! Apologies once again. :)

[bernie1977]

I know what you mean, my mind works 100mph and I can turn the smallest thing into the biggest thing in one second flat. Catastrophising I think these medical types call it, whatever it is I'm the Queen of it!

[Edward_1980]

In that case I'll be your king lol!

[bernie1977]

We could have a competition to see who can have the worse panic attack! We'd argue over who's was worse!

[Edward_1980]

That sounds like a plan Bernie lmao. We'll be arguing all day!!

[bernie1977]

Look Edward accept it my panic attacks are worse than yours :D:D

[Edward_1980]

No Bernie, you accept that mine are worse than yours :lac: