Portland_Jon
28-07-13, 23:29
Hi all.
Just to introduce myself. I help run a busy family farm/city farm and work 100+ hours every week with my wife. I always have a happy face with the public around but inside I am usually very depressed. We work hard and work well together but there has never really been love and affection in our relationship and that is what I am desperate for. I have so much with the farm and the happy visitors but find myself craving for what I haven't got and seems out of reach.
I'm in constant turmoil thinking I should find that elusive woman and give up everything for someone else just for love or stay in the situation I am in for the rest of my life. I have had an affair before and only just managed to stay in the family home but I have been punnished ever since by my wife with not even a kiss in over two years.
I'm here because I need to talk about my problems with people who understand. I'm also a great listener and am happy to chat with anyone who needs to talk.
All the best
Jon
Just to introduce myself. I help run a busy family farm/city farm and work 100+ hours every week with my wife. I always have a happy face with the public around but inside I am usually very depressed. We work hard and work well together but there has never really been love and affection in our relationship and that is what I am desperate for. I have so much with the farm and the happy visitors but find myself craving for what I haven't got and seems out of reach.
I'm in constant turmoil thinking I should find that elusive woman and give up everything for someone else just for love or stay in the situation I am in for the rest of my life. I have had an affair before and only just managed to stay in the family home but I have been punnished ever since by my wife with not even a kiss in over two years.
I'm here because I need to talk about my problems with people who understand. I'm also a great listener and am happy to chat with anyone who needs to talk.
All the best
Jon