lofwyr
12-08-13, 04:34
I am having a rough night mentally. My stomach has been a mess, and the past week I have been focussing on it obsessively. As a result, I notice every pain, and everything seems exacerbated. It now seems worse than ever, and now I cannot help but wonder if it is worse, not because of anxiety, but the pains are from something overlooked.
I have had abdominal discomfort I have posted here about before for about 9 or 10 months. Lately I have been obsessing more than ever about it and it seems worse. So the cycle begins. I have been to the doc twice about it and feel like I am just reassurance seeking if I go back again, but feel so uncertain too.
I know 10 months with no real honest worsening of symptoms points to almost nothing but anxiety, but now thy I am dwelling on hm it seems like thy are getting worse.
I have been down this road before, the small symptoms become more serious while dwelled on. Now, every time I swallow a bite of pod I wait for he acid burn in my to match. Sometimes it shows other times it doesn't.
I used to have an iron stomach...now I guess being almost 43 is catching up to me...
Thanks for letting me ramble.
Edited for gregious errors posting from tablet....damn my fat fingers
I have had abdominal discomfort I have posted here about before for about 9 or 10 months. Lately I have been obsessing more than ever about it and it seems worse. So the cycle begins. I have been to the doc twice about it and feel like I am just reassurance seeking if I go back again, but feel so uncertain too.
I know 10 months with no real honest worsening of symptoms points to almost nothing but anxiety, but now thy I am dwelling on hm it seems like thy are getting worse.
I have been down this road before, the small symptoms become more serious while dwelled on. Now, every time I swallow a bite of pod I wait for he acid burn in my to match. Sometimes it shows other times it doesn't.
I used to have an iron stomach...now I guess being almost 43 is catching up to me...
Thanks for letting me ramble.
Edited for gregious errors posting from tablet....damn my fat fingers