Sadism?

[chalky500]

when i was around 8-10, just before the onset of puberty, i noticed that when someone was punched in the balls etc i got a boner. Naturally i linked the two and started to have violent fantasies involving said area to reach the same result. Thing is, now whenever i see someone tied up i get a little hint of a boner and im not sure whether that makes me a sadist. Torture does not turn me on at all, and i have NEVER gone out of my way to hurt anyone. I can be overly violent in video games but fell terrible even after just pranking someone in real life. Light bondage turns me on, however and whenever someone takes a ball shot i cant help but have a little reaction left.

[steveo]

Is there a question here?

[chalky500]

Yes, am I a sadist !

[steveo]

Is Sadism considered a form of OCD?

[chalky500]

No, but extreme anxiety over things not worth such panic are. So is this genuine sadism or just exaggeration of stuff thats quite meaningless

[AuntieMoosie]

I think members here will find it really difficult to try and help you with this particular problem.

It's not that we don't want too, quite the reverse, but I know absolutely nothing about sadism so I wouldn't know whether you are a sadist or not.

It's a very specialist subject and I think it would be more beneficial for you to speak with your doctor about it and see what they say, they may not know the answers either, but they'll at least know where you can get further information, advice and support :)

[steveo]

I have to agree with AuntieMoosie on this one. I don't think Sadism is an area we really cover on this site. I really don't think if this comes under the OCD umbrella either so not sure if there are many members on here that can help with this particular problem.

[aaaamy22]

I actually kinda get it, in a way the panic and anxiety you're feeling over the fact you might feel this way is similar to OCD, but I guess it depends how badly this is affecting you. Unfortunately, I can't really help you because I'm going through something a little kinda similar. But, if it helps, I doubt you do feel that way because if you did, you wouldn't be as bothered as you are now.

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