moonspirit
18-08-13, 11:39
Hi All
Really struggling today its day 13 on my citalopram and i havent felt any better since the day i started, still full of constant anxiety and the mind just doesnt switch off from the minute i wake until i go back to bed again, its got me so exhausted its coming in with all the what ifs negatives and im trying to change them to what if positives!
I have had a really upset tummy this morning feel really bad because my partner has had to go and do the food shop himself i know im not well enough to go but the anxiety thinks its won! i hate being in the house on my own it makes me more anxious i wont settle until i know hes home safely.
I really wish something would come along and help me change the way im thinking i look in the mirror and i just dont recognize myself anymore just a month ago i was so positive about life now i just get through my days wishing them away until i feel better. Im that exhausted i just dont have any fight left in me.
Thanks for reading it helps to just get everything out i know im not alone, this site is a godsend so you dont feel so alone.
Really struggling today its day 13 on my citalopram and i havent felt any better since the day i started, still full of constant anxiety and the mind just doesnt switch off from the minute i wake until i go back to bed again, its got me so exhausted its coming in with all the what ifs negatives and im trying to change them to what if positives!
I have had a really upset tummy this morning feel really bad because my partner has had to go and do the food shop himself i know im not well enough to go but the anxiety thinks its won! i hate being in the house on my own it makes me more anxious i wont settle until i know hes home safely.
I really wish something would come along and help me change the way im thinking i look in the mirror and i just dont recognize myself anymore just a month ago i was so positive about life now i just get through my days wishing them away until i feel better. Im that exhausted i just dont have any fight left in me.
Thanks for reading it helps to just get everything out i know im not alone, this site is a godsend so you dont feel so alone.