chalky500
20-08-13, 20:35
When I was about ten, I used to imagine various images if mild sexual torture because it gave me a boner at the time (due to lack of sexual understanding). This soon turned into mild dominatrix fantasies as I understood more about sex. Now here's the issue. It seems a brain link has been made and now whenever I see someone bound or restricted I get a brief moment of minor arousal. I think its not sadism cos I hate hurting people and being cruel. But I'm not certain. It could just be a neural link I've made. I know this is weird on the OCD forum but I am diagnosed as OCD and AS so I don't know where else to write. Any opinions or words of wisdom?