Toria89
29-08-13, 15:27
Hi Guys,
Well I am new to this forum and not into how to talk about this online but i am hoping someone is in the same boat as me and can just for 1 day put my mind at ease as i am just a mess!
me my husband and 2 daughters aged 2 had a road traffic accident with a HGV and the hgv crashed into us 5 times.
I have been told i have post traumatic stress disorder, Panic disorder and before the accident i had depression from previous life experiences.
Now recently I have had many test from my doctors thinking there is something
seriously wrong with me and that i am going to die, I am terrified!
I've recently moved house and people and doctors telling me i have done my muscles in lifting. as all my chest is very heavy and tight with aching and pain in the left side.
I have had about 7 ecgs all normal and called paramedics they say it is 100% perfect everytime.
I have this lump in my throat where i cannot swallow it is tight.
I feel like i cannot inhale a full lung load.
All my neck and shoulders back so stiff!!!
I feel like my left chest is swallow compared to my right and got a pain on my breast bone on left right in the middle.
I am weak, Tired and every night about 10pm I will sit and loose control like can't breathe, i sweat so bad, I feel so ill im going to die.
Now i think i may have cancer... i have had xrays and full blood counts all good.
i am beside myself, I tremble in my hands and im jelly in my legs.
Please someone tell me im not alone in this... I have just been put n 20mg citaloprams however they spell it lol. wish i could fast forward next 2 weeks to see if they make this all go away.
sorry for being so long i need some ease in my life. please someone help.
Well I am new to this forum and not into how to talk about this online but i am hoping someone is in the same boat as me and can just for 1 day put my mind at ease as i am just a mess!
me my husband and 2 daughters aged 2 had a road traffic accident with a HGV and the hgv crashed into us 5 times.
I have been told i have post traumatic stress disorder, Panic disorder and before the accident i had depression from previous life experiences.
Now recently I have had many test from my doctors thinking there is something
seriously wrong with me and that i am going to die, I am terrified!
I've recently moved house and people and doctors telling me i have done my muscles in lifting. as all my chest is very heavy and tight with aching and pain in the left side.
I have had about 7 ecgs all normal and called paramedics they say it is 100% perfect everytime.
I have this lump in my throat where i cannot swallow it is tight.
I feel like i cannot inhale a full lung load.
All my neck and shoulders back so stiff!!!
I feel like my left chest is swallow compared to my right and got a pain on my breast bone on left right in the middle.
I am weak, Tired and every night about 10pm I will sit and loose control like can't breathe, i sweat so bad, I feel so ill im going to die.
Now i think i may have cancer... i have had xrays and full blood counts all good.
i am beside myself, I tremble in my hands and im jelly in my legs.
Please someone tell me im not alone in this... I have just been put n 20mg citaloprams however they spell it lol. wish i could fast forward next 2 weeks to see if they make this all go away.
sorry for being so long i need some ease in my life. please someone help.