Florance
02-09-13, 16:32
Hi,
I went away for the weekend. It was a struggle at first but then I was fine. Hardly any anxiety or panic. Slept well. Came home feeling really positive and in control. I've been home a day and suddenly the anxiety and panic have started up again. I could just cry :( My legs feel heavy and weak and they look pale and a funny colour. My mind is doing overtime. I'm tired and now feel almost suicidal that I had such a positive few days to then be thrown back to the start again. I can't see and end to all this.
I went away for the weekend. It was a struggle at first but then I was fine. Hardly any anxiety or panic. Slept well. Came home feeling really positive and in control. I've been home a day and suddenly the anxiety and panic have started up again. I could just cry :( My legs feel heavy and weak and they look pale and a funny colour. My mind is doing overtime. I'm tired and now feel almost suicidal that I had such a positive few days to then be thrown back to the start again. I can't see and end to all this.