fran43
23-10-06, 19:46
I arrived at my GP's to see new counsellor and was literally told "should I stay or should I go" mode, as her car had broken down. 15 mins later practice manager said she could book me in for a another week, as the councellors car was broken down. It might not sound a lot but I was due to start group therapy on Wed and this will have recurcussions as I won't have the all important assessment needed.. I don't know how much more I can take.
Ok, a week is only a week but when I feel every hour is like a minute it is a long time.
My sons is driving me to distraction being half term. Give him his due he does not understand. My 19 yr old daughter has only 9 weeks left of her pregnancy and that is freaking me out as I dont feel I have the responsibility to give her and no one elseis there and I will end up looking after my grandson. She has no one to support her.
My mum phoned to say she had broken her arm. How cruel am I? I asked whcih one as I know she is capable with the rt. Thankfully it is her right but I cannot cope ith my own family let alone hers. She broke my arm when little and beat me and I am supposed to make it all right now?
Am I am in deep self-pity/angry/cross or just plain fed up with what life is throwing at me when I fel less unable to take it?
Surely this world has something better to offer or is that it??
Take care of yourselves and each other.
Love Ruth XX
Ok, a week is only a week but when I feel every hour is like a minute it is a long time.
My sons is driving me to distraction being half term. Give him his due he does not understand. My 19 yr old daughter has only 9 weeks left of her pregnancy and that is freaking me out as I dont feel I have the responsibility to give her and no one elseis there and I will end up looking after my grandson. She has no one to support her.
My mum phoned to say she had broken her arm. How cruel am I? I asked whcih one as I know she is capable with the rt. Thankfully it is her right but I cannot cope ith my own family let alone hers. She broke my arm when little and beat me and I am supposed to make it all right now?
Am I am in deep self-pity/angry/cross or just plain fed up with what life is throwing at me when I fel less unable to take it?
Surely this world has something better to offer or is that it??
Take care of yourselves and each other.
Love Ruth XX