helenclaire
08-09-13, 12:09
Once again I am having a dizzy day, starting to think its not anxiety but something more sinister.
I am becoming agoraphobic again and im too scared to go to the doctors even though I know everyone will tell me too and its the right thing to do.
I try to suffer in silence as I don't want people knowing how I feel and thinking im stupid.
My head is feeling like ive just got off a fairground ride I am shaking and my heart is thumping but I cant stop it.
I am scared to move.
I am visualising being rushed to hospital which would be my worse nightmare.
I am sharing this with you and I hope you don't mind as I don't want my family fussing and worrying as this will make me worse:weep:
I am becoming agoraphobic again and im too scared to go to the doctors even though I know everyone will tell me too and its the right thing to do.
I try to suffer in silence as I don't want people knowing how I feel and thinking im stupid.
My head is feeling like ive just got off a fairground ride I am shaking and my heart is thumping but I cant stop it.
I am scared to move.
I am visualising being rushed to hospital which would be my worse nightmare.
I am sharing this with you and I hope you don't mind as I don't want my family fussing and worrying as this will make me worse:weep: