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venusbluejeans
13-09-13, 00:28
Hei, Bonjour, Goede dag, Kon-nichiwa, Olá, Xin chào, Hylo, Bună ziua and hello,

Hi, My name is Emmz and I am an a NMP addict..... It has been 1 and a half weeks since my last citalopram!.....(hey, we should hold NMP anonymous meetings :D)

Seriously though just thought I would share update on my life a little bit.

A few of you know about my story and I am not going to go into that, suffice to say I joined NMP at my lowest back in 2011 when I could hardly put one foot in front of the other, hid most of the day in bed and was a complete mess.

NMP helped a lot, gave me someone to talk to who understood what I was going on about, who understood what I was feeling.

Many a time I would go into the Chat room, a complete wreck but somehow after talking to people who were going through it too, coming out quite a bit calmer..... a great resource and was a great help to me.

so where am I now?

well currently nearing the end of a great family holiday when I spent my time acting like a kid and loving it :roflmao:

I feel totally back to being 'me' again, living life the way I want to live it and not letting it be controlled by my anxiety, yes it is still in the background but I have learnt to tell it to P*** off and not listen to it as I am better than it and then it usually subsides into the background again.

As of about a week and a half ago I am also Anx meds free after 2 and a half years on citalopram :yahoo::yahoo:

Many times I would forget to take them and not really notice any difference and then I kind of forgot to take them for a week and didn't notice any difference at all, so didn't start taking them again (I really DO NOT recommend doing it this way though!!!)

I have had a few head zaps not on the Citalopram but I can live with those so all is good :)

Thank you for reading my nonsense and yes I have been drinking :roflmao:

Hi My name is Emmz, Anx Med's free and loving life with a great family and a few very special friends xxx :D:yesyes:

ps.....Challenge yourself with something you think you could never do, and what you’ll find is that you can overcome anything :winks:

nomorepanic
13-09-13, 00:38
Well done Emmz on all that you have achieved so far and here's to that dream job you deserve so much (it is out there trust me)

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Thank You for being such a fantastic friend and a very dedicated admin for NMP and of course my co quiz partner for our Saturday night quizzes (that everyone should come to!)

xxxxxxx

Jacsta
13-09-13, 10:47
WEEEEEEHEYYYYYYYYY
You have done wonders and its great to chat to your churpy self.....keep up the living life, keep moving forward xxx

Elen
13-09-13, 11:07
Brilliant Emmz, well done you.

Proud to know you honey

Elen

Annie0904
13-09-13, 11:44
Well done Emmz...lovely and inspiring to read your story :yahoo:

bernie1977
13-09-13, 11:48
It's always good to read success stories. Well done Emmz and best wishes for your future xx

mikewales
13-09-13, 17:18
Well done, good to hear you are doing so well :hugs:

AuntieMoosie
13-09-13, 17:43
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Oh Emmz I'm so happy for you hun :yahoo:

You have your life back now and you've kicked anxiety right up it's backside!!!

I know that that is no easy thing to do, but you have worked so hard and now you can reap your rewards :yesyes:

So you grab that life with both hands and you go live it hun......it's all out there waiting for you and you will have whatever it is that you want :yahoo:

I feel sooo happy to have had the opportunity to have met you here on NMP.......but I believe in fate so I believe that our paths were meant to cross :D

Thank you for sharing your brilliant success story with us, it gives us all strength and the courage to go and fight it ourselves :D

Emmz I would like to wish you every happiness and I wish you everything that you dream of, you so deserve it all now hun :yahoo:


Love and hugs from

The Mad, Bad Moosie One. xxxx

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venusbluejeans
14-09-13, 23:18
Nic you are so right EVERYONE should come to our quizzes.....we are the best quiz mistresses on NMP at the minute :roflmao:

Thank you for being a great friend too supporting me throughout everything and fingers crossed for the job :hugs: xxxxxxxxxx


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Jac - this one for you again xxxx

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Elen,

you too hun, great to see how you are going at the minute with the business, I wish you every luck in the world with that :) xxxxx


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Mike, Bernie, Annie...... Thank you so much for your replies too xxxxxx



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And to the lovely Moosie Moo,

You make such a BIG effort on here to help others while going through big hardships yourself, so proud to know you and you should be so proud of yourself for how you cope with it all.

I know you haven't been feeling at your best of late but just continue to put one foot in front of the other.....Take each day as it comes and put the bad days behind you, look to the future and never look back!

Love moo lots :D
Emmz xxxxxxxx

ps, loving the picture, made me laugh :roflmao:

kittikat
15-09-13, 00:21
Well done Emmz, what a fantastic uplifting and inspiring story :yesyes:

I wish you every success in the future med free!!

Big hugs :bighug1: Kitti :flowers: xxxx

BobbyDog
15-09-13, 09:03
Well done Emmz, the power of the mind.......... If you think you can't do it - YOU CAN!

bluesparkle
15-09-13, 12:06
that's brilliant emmz :yesyes:
you are a big part of nmp and its great to hear how far you have come.
I am also proud to call you an nmp mate and whilst im at it I would like to thank you for all the support you have given me (and tom too).
xxx

ElizabethJane
15-09-13, 17:01
Well done Emms you have done us all proud. Love from EJ xxx

Kim51
16-09-13, 10:01
Emms well done on such an achievement it is an inspiration to us that are struggling with our demons and medication dependent and show us that it can be done.. Good on ya :D

jayjoe18
19-09-13, 13:46
What a great read, so inspiring :) Well done you!

gabrielle37
19-09-13, 14:48
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:yesyes: wow what a brilliant read, so happy for you :-) its great to read such inspirational threads. all the best in all you do xxxx lesley

venusbluejeans
19-09-13, 16:42
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