star68
15-09-13, 11:34
It's a feeling which I find very difficult to describe. I used to get it in my childhood shortly after waking up it didn't last long but I felt very sad. Now recently while on holidays I had it again. We had free buffet so we were all eating a lot, my 83 year old mother is overweight and she kept eating and I eat lots too but I was thinking how bad the excess of food is for all of us and I felt very disgusted all of the sudden and the emptiness feeling in the pit of my stomach came with a feeling of sadness. I don't get it very often in fact the feeling reminded me of my childhood meaning that it's a very rare feeling. I would like to mention that I don't suffer from anorexia or bulimia I am a little bit overweight which makes me unhappy but I exercise often and watch what I eat, but genetically I have got a tendency to put on weight easily. I don't want to be influenced by the media about how you should look. I think now days we are bombarded about how you should look and been thin and having nice body it's a must that is why we are all obsess about loosing weight.
Have you ever experienced this feeling? Is it anxiety?
Have you ever experienced this feeling? Is it anxiety?