Rory1993
20-09-13, 08:29
I have had a very rough few months. I had a bad panic breakdown that really came out of the blue. My anxiety has improved immensely and today and the last week I felt like the old me again but then I realised that I have a tremor in my hands.
And, of course, I freaked out and still am freaking out. It is in both hands and is more pronounced in the left hand. It is bad when I try to do things with my hands or when I hold them out straight. It isn't so bad resting.
Naturally I went google crazy and have diagnosed myself with all sorts of progressive neurologic diseases that will ruin my life :( :(
I can normally chalk a tremor up to being anxious but I have actually been really relaxed and good so it doesn't make sense.
I can't stop thinking it is something terrible. I hate this feeling of thinking that something is terribly wrong and even when tests come back clean you don't believe them. I thought I was over this shit.
Does anyone else notice a tremor while relaxed?
I need a hug. :( haha
And, of course, I freaked out and still am freaking out. It is in both hands and is more pronounced in the left hand. It is bad when I try to do things with my hands or when I hold them out straight. It isn't so bad resting.
Naturally I went google crazy and have diagnosed myself with all sorts of progressive neurologic diseases that will ruin my life :( :(
I can normally chalk a tremor up to being anxious but I have actually been really relaxed and good so it doesn't make sense.
I can't stop thinking it is something terrible. I hate this feeling of thinking that something is terribly wrong and even when tests come back clean you don't believe them. I thought I was over this shit.
Does anyone else notice a tremor while relaxed?
I need a hug. :( haha