cfury
26-10-06, 00:56
I know I am a hypochondriac, but I only think there's something wrong with me if I worry about it. I am not worrying about OCD, but I'm curious. I have a few procedures I follow before I eat.
1. Not uncommon: wash hands.
2. Weird: Don't touch anything with my right hand. prepare food (usually a bagel or something on Saturday or Sunday mornings when my mom doesn't fix my breakfast) only with left hand.
3. Strange: Never take top utensil or dish, always take second from top.
4. Eat only with right hand.
That's not what has me concerned. I read somewhere that obsessive thoughts can be a result of OCD. For example (this will sound extremely stupid and random): I worry about starting a rock band and becoming successful. I wonder what the whole point of music is. I worry about how I will raise money for a backup guitar incase my Fender breaks. I have to think about it for a few seconds and imagine me getting a job. I then worry about why I am into heavy metal. I worry about how my music actually is "aggressive in a positive way." I question everything until I go crazy. It's hard to explain, but I worry about very small things. Maybe I should just go back to the Health Concerns thread lol.
1. Not uncommon: wash hands.
2. Weird: Don't touch anything with my right hand. prepare food (usually a bagel or something on Saturday or Sunday mornings when my mom doesn't fix my breakfast) only with left hand.
3. Strange: Never take top utensil or dish, always take second from top.
4. Eat only with right hand.
That's not what has me concerned. I read somewhere that obsessive thoughts can be a result of OCD. For example (this will sound extremely stupid and random): I worry about starting a rock band and becoming successful. I wonder what the whole point of music is. I worry about how I will raise money for a backup guitar incase my Fender breaks. I have to think about it for a few seconds and imagine me getting a job. I then worry about why I am into heavy metal. I worry about how my music actually is "aggressive in a positive way." I question everything until I go crazy. It's hard to explain, but I worry about very small things. Maybe I should just go back to the Health Concerns thread lol.