unsure_about_this
27-09-13, 09:08
Sorry once again about a long post.
I am worrying and so are my parents that I might be kicked off the doctors practice list I been on since I was born because I been too many times (I would live there if I could)
I have worried about so many cancers because I have been reading daily mail, cancer symptoms on various websites, plus the things in other papers and the news (if every mark, every scratch, everything)
It mainly bowel cancer, brain tumours, testicular cancer and penile cancer (cancer of the penis) as well as all the other cancers.
I do get headaches sometimes, I went to the opticians because I was worried about my vision he says sometimes you can get blurred vision if you anxious or drink to much caffeine, but I worry about brain tumours (surely doctors and GPS can pick up other things, with blood tests and when you go for appointments for other things) I know brain tumours are rare, I worry because I got NF type 1 since I read online things about NF which frighten me about brain tumours and bright spots.
I have had a few scans MRI scan of abdominal, abdominal ultrasound, CT scan abdominal and the camera up the backside. (nothing worrying has been found, surely doctors and GPS can not lie)
This all start with the bowel cancer advert and my dad doing his screening in 2012, I am scared by my abdominal pain even though I been told I got IBS.
I am going to be 30 in December and I am scared about my health. I think I need more than CBT help, but I need to put the effort in myself.
I am worrying and so are my parents that I might be kicked off the doctors practice list I been on since I was born because I been too many times (I would live there if I could)
I have worried about so many cancers because I have been reading daily mail, cancer symptoms on various websites, plus the things in other papers and the news (if every mark, every scratch, everything)
It mainly bowel cancer, brain tumours, testicular cancer and penile cancer (cancer of the penis) as well as all the other cancers.
I do get headaches sometimes, I went to the opticians because I was worried about my vision he says sometimes you can get blurred vision if you anxious or drink to much caffeine, but I worry about brain tumours (surely doctors and GPS can pick up other things, with blood tests and when you go for appointments for other things) I know brain tumours are rare, I worry because I got NF type 1 since I read online things about NF which frighten me about brain tumours and bright spots.
I have had a few scans MRI scan of abdominal, abdominal ultrasound, CT scan abdominal and the camera up the backside. (nothing worrying has been found, surely doctors and GPS can not lie)
This all start with the bowel cancer advert and my dad doing his screening in 2012, I am scared by my abdominal pain even though I been told I got IBS.
I am going to be 30 in December and I am scared about my health. I think I need more than CBT help, but I need to put the effort in myself.