N206
06-07-04, 15:46
Hiya guys,
well i went out on saturdaynight into town with some friends!!! took my car so i could leave when i needed too. all was going well and i had a good time, was having slight stomach cramps but was ignoring it.
Got home and went to bed fine.
Sunday morning.. panic!!!
"oh my god, ive been surrounded by hundreds of people in a hot sweaty place, people breathing on me. what if ive caught a bug? Perfect surroundings for germ breeding and id been in it for hours"
Spent the whole day just sat in my room,ate hardly anything cos if i had caught a sickness bug there wouldnt be as much to come up. Terrified i was gonna get ill cos id been in a hot place with lots of people.Mum tried to reassure me that id be fine but all rational thoughts go out the window.
Wasnt as bad monday but still had doubts that i might still get ill..didnt eat all day. i like to give a full 48hrs before i feel ive been freed of illness.
Does any1 else think like this?!?!
The worrying thing is,that im gona be the same now when it comes to having to going out again... this hasnt really been a big issue before but now im scared.
X
Your stronger than you'll ever know,you control your own world.
well i went out on saturdaynight into town with some friends!!! took my car so i could leave when i needed too. all was going well and i had a good time, was having slight stomach cramps but was ignoring it.
Got home and went to bed fine.
Sunday morning.. panic!!!
"oh my god, ive been surrounded by hundreds of people in a hot sweaty place, people breathing on me. what if ive caught a bug? Perfect surroundings for germ breeding and id been in it for hours"
Spent the whole day just sat in my room,ate hardly anything cos if i had caught a sickness bug there wouldnt be as much to come up. Terrified i was gonna get ill cos id been in a hot place with lots of people.Mum tried to reassure me that id be fine but all rational thoughts go out the window.
Wasnt as bad monday but still had doubts that i might still get ill..didnt eat all day. i like to give a full 48hrs before i feel ive been freed of illness.
Does any1 else think like this?!?!
The worrying thing is,that im gona be the same now when it comes to having to going out again... this hasnt really been a big issue before but now im scared.
X
Your stronger than you'll ever know,you control your own world.