GirlAfraid23
29-09-13, 18:37
Ever since I was a teenager I have fallen in love very easily and quickly. The infatuations turn into an obsession at times and I become all consumed by my feelings.
I was in love/infatuated/obsessed with somebody for 6 years of my life from the age of 14 until I was 20.
I had another infatuation from the ages of 21 to only recently (I'm 24 now).
It's not like a normal love either, it's all consuming and takes up all of my time. I can't stop thinking/dreaming about the person.
The other thing I'm having trouble with is the fact that when somebody does show 100% devotion to me, I pretty much immediately go off of them. I'm in a relationship at the moment and my partner is completely devoted to me. Im never happy with this and for some reason seem to enjoy the excitement of the "chase". It's emotionally exhausting and confusing.
I know I sound so ungrateful and I should just be happy that somebody loves me and is devoted to me but I feel so confused at why I'm like this.
I always push people away.
I also get silly infatuations with men I can't have (celebrities mainly) which is quite annoying most of the time.
Is anyone else similar to this at all?
I was in love/infatuated/obsessed with somebody for 6 years of my life from the age of 14 until I was 20.
I had another infatuation from the ages of 21 to only recently (I'm 24 now).
It's not like a normal love either, it's all consuming and takes up all of my time. I can't stop thinking/dreaming about the person.
The other thing I'm having trouble with is the fact that when somebody does show 100% devotion to me, I pretty much immediately go off of them. I'm in a relationship at the moment and my partner is completely devoted to me. Im never happy with this and for some reason seem to enjoy the excitement of the "chase". It's emotionally exhausting and confusing.
I know I sound so ungrateful and I should just be happy that somebody loves me and is devoted to me but I feel so confused at why I'm like this.
I always push people away.
I also get silly infatuations with men I can't have (celebrities mainly) which is quite annoying most of the time.
Is anyone else similar to this at all?