Hospital tmrw after abnormal smear

[sparkle_1979]

I posted last week about smear results and being cn2. Tomorrow is the day. I am petrified of hospitals and am really nervous. Hope I don't have a bloody panic attack, I'd be so embarrassed :unsure:

[aggiecuttler]

try and not think about having a panic attack as it could trigger one off, i do this quite oftain and the more worried you get the worse it is, my trick is having one before i have an mri, i clever like that!! Is it just a consulatation tomorrow or are you having any tests, i am thinking maths english you know, sorry i am trying to make you laugh thats my escape mechanisum, pm me if you like blessings

[Hypo]

Good luck for today.

I have been where you are and it really was no worse than having a smear test. The staff were lovely and put my mind at ease.

They seen panic attacks all the time xx

[sparkle_1979]

Thank you so much :)

2pm :/

[AuntieMoosie]

Honestly, you'll be absolutely fine hun :)

The nurses will understand that you'll be anxious and they will do all they can to put your mind at ease :)

I hate hospitals too hun, so I understand what you're saying but if you're anything like me, the anticipation anxiety is much worse than when you're actually there and doing it :) :hugs:

[sparkle_1979]

in waiting room hearts beating so fast

[AuntieMoosie]

You're going to be fine hun :hugs:

[sparkle_1979]

thx trying t be calm. feel like a wimp need to get a grip

[AuntieMoosie]

You're not a wimp at all hun. I was very frightened too when I was waiting to have mine done, it's just fear of the unknown hun :)

When you get in the room, the nurse will be there to help you, they are very good hun, it's all going to be fine :hugs:

[sparkle_1979]

thx just cant stop think worst. god i hope i dont cry

[AuntieMoosie]

It doesn't matter 2 jots if you do cry hun :)

Remember, they'll have seen it all before and they are there to help and support you hun :hugs:

[Hypo]

How did you get on?

[Tessar]

Indeed, how did it go?

[BumbleGirl]

Hope it went well Sparkle xx

[sparkle_1979]

Thanks sorry late update. Thy removed the cells, took a biopsy so feeling much better.

As I thought though this has brought back my ha big time. I was up all night with aches and pains..

Thx for all the support, this is such a great site x

[Tessar]

Hey sparkle; I am glad you feel better about it. Those aches & pains.... well quite frankly bearing in mind they will have pulled you about a bit and you had a procedure in, shall we say, a delicate area.... it doesnt surprise me you had aches & pains. All the stress leading up to this and the energy you will have used just to get through the day.... well no wonder you were tired, achy & had pains. Any person who went through yesterday alone would have felt like that. Dont underestimate what you went through. It wasnt just a plaster on a cut was it? And, if it had been me, well having someone had to do that in my nether regions (no matter how kind in their manner & gentle physically) I'd have been stressed about the whole thing. You did so well. I feel that because you have contended with your HA before, you know the deal. You know what works for you. Now, gradually you can build up those helpful habits again. I feel you will get there. Sending you reassuring and supportive hugs my friend. x

[AuntieMoosie]

There you go, it's all over and done with now hun :)

Regarding your aches and pains, I agree with Tessar :)

You have probably been so stiff with anxiety for a while leading up to yesterday, we don't realise that we're tensing all of our muscles up when we're anxious, it's just your body having a moan at you now hun, try to do a little relaxation and concentrate on getting your muscles nice and relaxed again, then you feel much better hun :hugs:

[sparkle_1979]

Thx again, I appreciate the support. I'm just relaxing at home with my girls today ( well as much as anyone can relax with a two nd three year old :) ) xx

[Tessar]

how r u doing sparkle?

[sparkle_1979]

Hi,

Fine thank you... All have a sickness bug, hubby stuck on an oil rig and removals come Thursday .... Eek trying not to stress :)

Oh and a little bit smelly down there

[Tessar]

oh no poor you...... i hope you feel better soon. :bighug1:

[bernie1977]

Hope you feel better soon Sparkle. That must be hard work a sickness bug and two children. Best wishes xx

[sparkle_1979]

Thanks I think we are over the worst :) xx

[AuntieMoosie]

It's good to hear that you're on the mend hun :D

Poor you with the tummy bug, I remember when my children were little and the whole lot of us went down with a tummy bug, me, hubby and the two children................what a week that was!!!! :wacko: :hugs:

[sparkle_1979]

Oh it's awful when you all get it together, thank god hubby is on the rig, at least it's just the girls to look after..

[sam1878]

Hope your doing ok sparkle x

[sparkle_1979]

Fine thx I was stressing big time as my windows need cleaning, now I don't care, my bathroom is spotless, kitchen is pretty clean, oven is alright cupboards spotless...

[Tessar]

Sparkle, how u doin?

[Beckie4567]

How did u get on x