KieranH960
11-10-13, 16:59
Hi,
I have been suffering from Health Anxiety for just over and year now and it has been utter hell for me! And I need help with my current worry.
So, I'm a bisexual male of 16, and have recently had unprotected with a very close friend of mine, and as far as I am aware he is a virgin and never had sex because he is not the most attractive of people and is too awkward to talk to anyone.
So, we've done it a couple of times and I have a huge fear that he has lied to me and that he has HIV and that I now have it... Ever since the fear started I feel as if I'm getting a cold that is getting worse and worse (which I suspect is down to anxiety creating the symptoms to feed the fear, but you know how anxiety works; it defys logic.) and I cannot stop thinking about it; its making my life hell!
I'm 99% certain that he is a virgin, but my anxiety if running through every 'what if' over and over in my head and doctor google hasn't helped when I've read about people with it online and I feel like the cold is just 10x worse!
I'm way to scared to go for a test and I would have to take my mam due to certain circumstances, which I am not prepared to do for reasons.
Please please please help me I am so scared that I have it... I'm fighting with my anxiety to tell myself I don't have it, but I think I need help with this fight :'(
Thank You
I have been suffering from Health Anxiety for just over and year now and it has been utter hell for me! And I need help with my current worry.
So, I'm a bisexual male of 16, and have recently had unprotected with a very close friend of mine, and as far as I am aware he is a virgin and never had sex because he is not the most attractive of people and is too awkward to talk to anyone.
So, we've done it a couple of times and I have a huge fear that he has lied to me and that he has HIV and that I now have it... Ever since the fear started I feel as if I'm getting a cold that is getting worse and worse (which I suspect is down to anxiety creating the symptoms to feed the fear, but you know how anxiety works; it defys logic.) and I cannot stop thinking about it; its making my life hell!
I'm 99% certain that he is a virgin, but my anxiety if running through every 'what if' over and over in my head and doctor google hasn't helped when I've read about people with it online and I feel like the cold is just 10x worse!
I'm way to scared to go for a test and I would have to take my mam due to certain circumstances, which I am not prepared to do for reasons.
Please please please help me I am so scared that I have it... I'm fighting with my anxiety to tell myself I don't have it, but I think I need help with this fight :'(
Thank You