Dbsworrier
17-10-13, 22:59
I keep telling myself over and over again that this is derealisation, but I'm just not convinced.
At the moment I just can't make sense of clothes. I can name them, feel them, even somehow wear them, but I can't seem to understand them.
It's a really weird feeling to describe. I see the shape, the collars, the designs in sleeves etc and I just can't fathom how they are so perfectly formed.
Then again I sometimes get the same thing with other objects, and don't understand how they are able to exist without manipulation.
Then again I'm not even sure I exist. It doesn't feel like it's me communicating to people, I don't really listen half the time but still manage to answer which feels insane.
I feel like I am getting stupider day by day like I'm brain damaged or something.
Seriously is this STILL just anxiety?
At the moment I just can't make sense of clothes. I can name them, feel them, even somehow wear them, but I can't seem to understand them.
It's a really weird feeling to describe. I see the shape, the collars, the designs in sleeves etc and I just can't fathom how they are so perfectly formed.
Then again I sometimes get the same thing with other objects, and don't understand how they are able to exist without manipulation.
Then again I'm not even sure I exist. It doesn't feel like it's me communicating to people, I don't really listen half the time but still manage to answer which feels insane.
I feel like I am getting stupider day by day like I'm brain damaged or something.
Seriously is this STILL just anxiety?