suef23
20-10-13, 00:55
I am having the worst weekend ever :weep: I suffer from anx and panic attacks and have done for close to 20 years. I have come to visit family far away from home (about a 4 hour drive). I mentally prepared myself for the drive here and it was ok but towards the end I was so stressed so as you can imagine its alls i really remember of it. The whole time ive been here my anx has been very high and tbh i just want to go home, as the time with family wasnt what i expected. We are travelling home tomorrow and i am now so stressed out about the journey i cant sleep. My hubby will be driving home so i dont have to actually drive but even being a passenger is so stressful for me :( and we also have our 3 yr old daughter with us which makes my anx worse. Just wish i didnt have anx :( i know improb not gonna sleep tonight at all just thinking about it. Sorry for the rant but typing has took my mind off it for a few minutes. Thanks for reading xxx