NE21 worrier
23-10-13, 09:42
Hello everyone,
Apologies for starting another work-related thread but my head is all over the place right at the moment and I just need somewhere to write something down. Here it goes...
About a month ago, I had my mid-year review at work and while it was agreed that my call times could be improved (...and they have been), my quality of work and time-keeping were considered my real strengths (time-keeping not just being turning up on time, but not taking too long on breaks, lunches etc).
Then, at the start of this month, we moved offices about a mile up the road. Unbelievably, because of the bottlenecks of traffic there and the fact that I have to park away from the site, this has pretty much doubled my commute time to well over an hour, most of which feels as if it is sat in first gear.
Like many people, my anxiety is often worse on a morning - I've been awake since 6.45am today after about five-and-a-half hours sleep. I even have a real phobia of brushing my teeth (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=143659) which I finally started to work on. The fear of being late and admonished for it is something which I have dreamt about recently (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=143658), and it has indeed happened twice since the office change (with two other very close calls - I had to run really hard from the car with my heart pounding to make it).
Anyway, despite setting off 10 minutes earlier today as any sensible person would, the traffic was even worse than usual this morning because of the torrential rain which we are currently having here in the Newcastle area. It's so dark it's like night out there :sad:
This was going to be a third spell of late-ness so I called our Absence Line to take some in-day leave - so lucky to have that option. I probably only needed til 10am off but my head was in such a whirl, I'm off now til 1pm, thus using three hours annual leave which could have been much better spent elsewhere. I just cannot afford to fritter away leave like that but I don't think I will be able to change my hours.
I suppose answering my own question: the move is only rash if I cannot find a solution to the problem. The two obvious solutions are: leave the house even earlier or research another way of getting there so I intend to do that now as well as using the time productively to renew my car insurance and chase up a couple of other calls.
Sorry for the ramble, thanks for reading.
Apologies for starting another work-related thread but my head is all over the place right at the moment and I just need somewhere to write something down. Here it goes...
About a month ago, I had my mid-year review at work and while it was agreed that my call times could be improved (...and they have been), my quality of work and time-keeping were considered my real strengths (time-keeping not just being turning up on time, but not taking too long on breaks, lunches etc).
Then, at the start of this month, we moved offices about a mile up the road. Unbelievably, because of the bottlenecks of traffic there and the fact that I have to park away from the site, this has pretty much doubled my commute time to well over an hour, most of which feels as if it is sat in first gear.
Like many people, my anxiety is often worse on a morning - I've been awake since 6.45am today after about five-and-a-half hours sleep. I even have a real phobia of brushing my teeth (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=143659) which I finally started to work on. The fear of being late and admonished for it is something which I have dreamt about recently (http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/showthread.php?t=143658), and it has indeed happened twice since the office change (with two other very close calls - I had to run really hard from the car with my heart pounding to make it).
Anyway, despite setting off 10 minutes earlier today as any sensible person would, the traffic was even worse than usual this morning because of the torrential rain which we are currently having here in the Newcastle area. It's so dark it's like night out there :sad:
This was going to be a third spell of late-ness so I called our Absence Line to take some in-day leave - so lucky to have that option. I probably only needed til 10am off but my head was in such a whirl, I'm off now til 1pm, thus using three hours annual leave which could have been much better spent elsewhere. I just cannot afford to fritter away leave like that but I don't think I will be able to change my hours.
I suppose answering my own question: the move is only rash if I cannot find a solution to the problem. The two obvious solutions are: leave the house even earlier or research another way of getting there so I intend to do that now as well as using the time productively to renew my car insurance and chase up a couple of other calls.
Sorry for the ramble, thanks for reading.