princess3437
30-10-13, 02:11
hello my name is Niyia and im 22 year old female who suffers from death anxiety and would love to just talk to people who actually understand what im going through
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ever since this whole anxiety thing sprung up on me over 2 years ago now i have never felt the same.. i feel like a shadow of my former self.. i currently take xanax elavil and abilify but nothing seems to help and as if thing were not already bad enough i have tachycardia which is an abnormally fast resting heart rate. i have at least 3 to 4 panic attacks every single day.. they have taken over my life.. im afraid to leave my house most of the time but im forced to because im currently enrolled as a student nurse.. i fear death every single time i feel a twinge of pain it sends me into a panic attack and i start thinking the worst. i often times have symptoms that mimic heart attacks and strokes because those are what i fear the most. im so scared that one day i will just drop dead at such a early age. my friends and family dont understand what im going through and most often sweep me under the rug.. im just so scared and afraid i need help
---------- Post added at 02:11 ---------- Previous post was at 02:05 ----------
ever since this whole anxiety thing sprung up on me over 2 years ago now i have never felt the same.. i feel like a shadow of my former self.. i currently take xanax elavil and abilify but nothing seems to help and as if thing were not already bad enough i have tachycardia which is an abnormally fast resting heart rate. i have at least 3 to 4 panic attacks every single day.. they have taken over my life.. im afraid to leave my house most of the time but im forced to because im currently enrolled as a student nurse.. i fear death every single time i feel a twinge of pain it sends me into a panic attack and i start thinking the worst. i often times have symptoms that mimic heart attacks and strokes because those are what i fear the most. im so scared that one day i will just drop dead at such a early age. my friends and family dont understand what im going through and most often sweep me under the rug.. im just so scared and afraid i need help