livethelife
06-11-13, 01:49
This title may sound kind of weird for this post but I was thinking tonight that if i actually thought that "all" i had was HA then I don't think i would be anxious. it is a vicious circle.
I don't mean to minimize HA and all of the terrible things that go with it but if I was convinced it was ONLY HA then I don't think I would be anxious.
I am anxious because I don't believe I have HA - I actually believe that i really have something wrong with me!! Of course I had this many times before and it has been nothing but all of those times are in the past.
The only time that really counts is right now. And right now I am convinced.
Is this totally irrational thinking?
If I knew for sure that i only had HA I would be doing a happy dance because HA isn't fatal but of course can be debilitating.
OK I am going to end this ramble but what are others thoughts on this?
Does this make sense to anyone else?
It may just be a chicken/egg thing -which comes first.
I don't mean to minimize HA and all of the terrible things that go with it but if I was convinced it was ONLY HA then I don't think I would be anxious.
I am anxious because I don't believe I have HA - I actually believe that i really have something wrong with me!! Of course I had this many times before and it has been nothing but all of those times are in the past.
The only time that really counts is right now. And right now I am convinced.
Is this totally irrational thinking?
If I knew for sure that i only had HA I would be doing a happy dance because HA isn't fatal but of course can be debilitating.
OK I am going to end this ramble but what are others thoughts on this?
Does this make sense to anyone else?
It may just be a chicken/egg thing -which comes first.