kittykat
07-11-06, 09:01
VENGEANCE......
lying in bed this morning and started to feel really panicky, could feel my heart starting to race, palpitations then had to rush to the loo ( least my anxiety keeps me regular:)
Have had quite stressful time recently, was suffering with my stomach,doc thought maybe an ulcer, went in for an endoscopy, discovered i had the heli infection but other than that it was fine , had myself convinced i had stomach and liver cancer.
Had a mole removed that had changed, convinced myself i was dying of skin cancer and guess what it came back fine.
Then recently have been getting throat spasms a kind of tingling stinging sensation a feeling of a tablet sticking in my throat. Went to my doctors yesterday and he had a good look and feel of my neck said everything was fine as i had had a previous endoscopy not that long ago , said it could be acid reflux even without the burning and it would eventually go away i'm not convinced though.
I'm really fed up feeling this way i'm obsessing over every little health thing its so tiring , does anyone else get like this? I look from head to toe for every little thing ,now i've found a white spot below my tooth in my lower jaw (dentist on thursday) convinced its the start of mouth cancer, even though its probably just the root of a tooth pushing through i hope!!
I seem to have a right anxiety at the moment about cancer related illnesses. I am getting CBT at the moment but i've only had 2 sessions so far and its not helping, but its early days, i just feel so exhausted worrying all the time.
Anyway just felt i had to get this off my chest and its helped a little to calm me down. [:X]
lying in bed this morning and started to feel really panicky, could feel my heart starting to race, palpitations then had to rush to the loo ( least my anxiety keeps me regular:)
Have had quite stressful time recently, was suffering with my stomach,doc thought maybe an ulcer, went in for an endoscopy, discovered i had the heli infection but other than that it was fine , had myself convinced i had stomach and liver cancer.
Had a mole removed that had changed, convinced myself i was dying of skin cancer and guess what it came back fine.
Then recently have been getting throat spasms a kind of tingling stinging sensation a feeling of a tablet sticking in my throat. Went to my doctors yesterday and he had a good look and feel of my neck said everything was fine as i had had a previous endoscopy not that long ago , said it could be acid reflux even without the burning and it would eventually go away i'm not convinced though.
I'm really fed up feeling this way i'm obsessing over every little health thing its so tiring , does anyone else get like this? I look from head to toe for every little thing ,now i've found a white spot below my tooth in my lower jaw (dentist on thursday) convinced its the start of mouth cancer, even though its probably just the root of a tooth pushing through i hope!!
I seem to have a right anxiety at the moment about cancer related illnesses. I am getting CBT at the moment but i've only had 2 sessions so far and its not helping, but its early days, i just feel so exhausted worrying all the time.
Anyway just felt i had to get this off my chest and its helped a little to calm me down. [:X]