Mr Mannering
22-11-13, 20:08
Been feeling anxious most of the day due to tinnitus I have probably caused by the anxiety and stress etc etc... However felt worse this evening and I am sure that it is because I've been feeling of key all day and the wife has had to go out . Perfectly fine, no problem with that at all. I'm sat here with my two younger children when all of a sudden I feel a flutter feeling at the bottom of my throat like I swallowed a moth :). Then the thought came over me "Shit what if I struggle for breath and pass out or worse, and my children are here" The fear built as I felt tense and very uncomfortable and almost felt as though I was breathless but came onto here to occupy my mind. It seems sad that on occasions I feel the sense of relief when my teenage daughter arrives home not because she is capable of calling 999 etc if I did collapse, which i never have :) but if anything tragic was to occur my younger children would be safe.
Jeez!!
Jeez!!