I'm going to get diagnosed soon I know

[Gemmal]

Anyone ever feel like this ? It's been two years of constant hell of Hodgkin's fears and although no diagnosis yet I am convinced I won't be here next Christmas time as my diagnoss is going to come eventually .

I'm so dissapointed with myself that I have let hypochondria win :(

[Hopeandlove]

you cant have hodgkins for 2 yrs , i had it remember? are u on anxiety med?