Tanner40
24-11-13, 21:55
Evening to everyone! Sometimes I feel like I'm not living life, more like I'm sitting around just waiting for life to happen to me. I don't have a high level of anxiety today and for that, I'm thankful. The low level under current of anxiety makes me feel like I'm waiting for something, and I never know what I'm waiting for.
At times I think that I've become so used to the anxiety that I don't know how to function without it. It feels more like an abcense of feeling or like depression.
I just want to feel like laughing and jumping. I want to know who I am without this under current of anxiety. Instead, I end up feeling irritable and not enjoying this day that I have been given. It's like I sometimes just don't know what to do with free time.
What interesting things do you do to distract yourself?
At times I think that I've become so used to the anxiety that I don't know how to function without it. It feels more like an abcense of feeling or like depression.
I just want to feel like laughing and jumping. I want to know who I am without this under current of anxiety. Instead, I end up feeling irritable and not enjoying this day that I have been given. It's like I sometimes just don't know what to do with free time.
What interesting things do you do to distract yourself?