unsure_about_this
30-11-13, 12:03
Over the last four weeks I have CBT to help me reduced my worries about my fears of the big c word (mainly cancer, disease etc.)
I am still very fearful of my health and very scared I have got something, I worry about every ache, pain, mark etc. I can't stopped looking at my poop and urine (because I worry about cancer, bladder, kidney, bowel, pancreatic, stomach etc.)
I am still scared that I have something wrong with me, even though my fear and worries have been around bowel, pancreatic cancer, stomach cancer, testicular cancer etc. and had several scans abdominal ultrasound which also covered my bladder and kidneys. A ct scan of my abdominal which probably took some more of my organs in, plus mri scan of abdominal and the camera job of the sigmoidoscopy which was not very nice.
I am going to be 30 next weekend, so me fears are going to be increased because an age rise of one year from 29 to 30. I am also scared of lung cancer even though I don't smoke.
I am still very fearful of my health and very scared I have got something, I worry about every ache, pain, mark etc. I can't stopped looking at my poop and urine (because I worry about cancer, bladder, kidney, bowel, pancreatic, stomach etc.)
I am still scared that I have something wrong with me, even though my fear and worries have been around bowel, pancreatic cancer, stomach cancer, testicular cancer etc. and had several scans abdominal ultrasound which also covered my bladder and kidneys. A ct scan of my abdominal which probably took some more of my organs in, plus mri scan of abdominal and the camera job of the sigmoidoscopy which was not very nice.
I am going to be 30 next weekend, so me fears are going to be increased because an age rise of one year from 29 to 30. I am also scared of lung cancer even though I don't smoke.