Extreme anxiety About mom Dying Help!?

[peter245]

im 15 and i worry a-lot i have anxiety issues
lately i have had terrible instincts
i have felt so close to her in the past 2 weeks
i went to my dads/brothers
and i was crying thinking if i lose her
and i got home and made it,
i have heartache and if i think about it i will be in tears
sometimes i fantasize about her passing away and i start too cry!!
i love my house,dog
If i lose her they will make me leave with my mean dad Alcoholic and my bully brothers
i have nothing to eat there
If i lose her will someone Ask me too choose where i want too live?
i made a promise when i was 5 years old i said if u pass away i will too
i don't want to break it
I Love my house,area,dog,mum Etc
i fear if she passed away while asleep
i need some help to get rid of the fear and stay Strong!!
Please im being very serious
i don't want People telling me to see a doctor or links
i see someone already

[Brunette]

Hi Peter,

I'm pretty sure that nothing is going to happen to your mum, that she is perfectly healthy and that you are quite safe where you are so stop torturing yourself with horrible fantasies.

I'm also certain no-one would ever try to make you go and live with your dad and brothers if that's not what you want.

Remember in 3 years time you will be an adult and a free agent. It might seem a long way off now but it will go by in a flash.

[peter245]

thnks