Bekzie
09-12-13, 11:14
I posted here a couple of weeks ago about my abusive ex and the effect it was having on me. I have had anxiety on and off for years and was doing really well recently but now all of the stress from this situation is really knocking me down, I don't know what to do!!
I split from my ex years ago, we have two children together so he was always around but a few months ago I met someone and since then my ex has been unbearable!! From threats against me and my family (in front of my kids) to driving past my house at all hours to "check up on me"
Things have now gone from bad to worse!
For months now he has been trying to poison my kids against me, they are 10 and 13. Last night after even more lies that my eldest believes he tells me he is going to live with his dad! He has totally turned against me and my family and cannot see that what his dad is doing and saying is wrong.
I have never tried to stop them seeing their dad, never said a bad word about him in front of them even when hes screaming in my face threatening to kill me and I am shocked that this has happened.
From all of this last night I had my first full blown panic attack in months, my anxiety is so high right now im struggling to keep it together for the sake of my younger son who is still living with me. Last night I was convinced the stress was causig a heart attack, Ive not slept properly in weeks, struggling to eat, derealisation is back, all of my symptoms seem to be returning one by one.
I always feel a bit better after venting on here so thanks for reading.
Any advice would be great!!
I split from my ex years ago, we have two children together so he was always around but a few months ago I met someone and since then my ex has been unbearable!! From threats against me and my family (in front of my kids) to driving past my house at all hours to "check up on me"
Things have now gone from bad to worse!
For months now he has been trying to poison my kids against me, they are 10 and 13. Last night after even more lies that my eldest believes he tells me he is going to live with his dad! He has totally turned against me and my family and cannot see that what his dad is doing and saying is wrong.
I have never tried to stop them seeing their dad, never said a bad word about him in front of them even when hes screaming in my face threatening to kill me and I am shocked that this has happened.
From all of this last night I had my first full blown panic attack in months, my anxiety is so high right now im struggling to keep it together for the sake of my younger son who is still living with me. Last night I was convinced the stress was causig a heart attack, Ive not slept properly in weeks, struggling to eat, derealisation is back, all of my symptoms seem to be returning one by one.
I always feel a bit better after venting on here so thanks for reading.
Any advice would be great!!