unsure_about_this
14-12-13, 09:46
A long windy entry sorry.
So after 6 sessions of CBT so far and having the useful link last night http://www.getselfhelp.co.uk/ which was given to me on the chat room.
I think things are trying to sink in, but still very frighten about I may have something serious with symptoms (or probably because I am getting older more aches and pains)
I am still worrying what if I have cancer and do I have cancer and don't know it. I am frighten of every symptom I get. had bad rumbling a few days ago. I am still worrying about do I have bowel cancer, testicular cancer, brain tumours etc.
I am also worrying about piles and don't know it. I do get the odd ache in the bone above the bottom hole and nothing can be done about this. I try not to strain when going for a poop.
I also can't help looking at my poop and urine.
From my abdominal pains and digital figure exam up bottom and abdominal felt. blood test earlier this year. and 3 scans plus the camera up my backside. IBS (even though I been told I may have a loopy pouch thingy on the small bowel)
I had my appointment at the dentist last month and said again I was worrying about oral/mouth cancer.
I am back on the path worrying about testicular cancer, still cannot have having a good old poke round the testicles and the tubes.
So after 6 sessions of CBT so far and having the useful link last night http://www.getselfhelp.co.uk/ which was given to me on the chat room.
I think things are trying to sink in, but still very frighten about I may have something serious with symptoms (or probably because I am getting older more aches and pains)
I am still worrying what if I have cancer and do I have cancer and don't know it. I am frighten of every symptom I get. had bad rumbling a few days ago. I am still worrying about do I have bowel cancer, testicular cancer, brain tumours etc.
I am also worrying about piles and don't know it. I do get the odd ache in the bone above the bottom hole and nothing can be done about this. I try not to strain when going for a poop.
I also can't help looking at my poop and urine.
From my abdominal pains and digital figure exam up bottom and abdominal felt. blood test earlier this year. and 3 scans plus the camera up my backside. IBS (even though I been told I may have a loopy pouch thingy on the small bowel)
I had my appointment at the dentist last month and said again I was worrying about oral/mouth cancer.
I am back on the path worrying about testicular cancer, still cannot have having a good old poke round the testicles and the tubes.