Lisa2013
16-12-13, 12:51
Ok y'all where do I begin apart from feeling so low with 3 very excited kids for Christmas I just can't pull myself together..
Had a good 2weeks then bang back to square 1 all because I had 3 spots on my neck which are nodules r some sort of acne and if convinced my self yes it's CaNCER again.. So ringing doc got in very quick and dmc said its spots but now I'm feeling like a little stiffness in back of neck and am so scared to go back to docs.. Don't want to be seen as a drama queen tbh m there tomorrow for a review of Meds so I'm going to end up having another break down telling the doctor.
Times I wish I could be normal again not for me but also kids I've never done a bad thing and feels like am been punished and it's effecting our whole family
So sad :(((
Had a good 2weeks then bang back to square 1 all because I had 3 spots on my neck which are nodules r some sort of acne and if convinced my self yes it's CaNCER again.. So ringing doc got in very quick and dmc said its spots but now I'm feeling like a little stiffness in back of neck and am so scared to go back to docs.. Don't want to be seen as a drama queen tbh m there tomorrow for a review of Meds so I'm going to end up having another break down telling the doctor.
Times I wish I could be normal again not for me but also kids I've never done a bad thing and feels like am been punished and it's effecting our whole family
So sad :(((