scrumking
23-12-13, 04:16
I am having a rough go of things lately and to sum it all up I am terrified I won't be here for Christmas.
I am laying in bed terrified of going to sleep because I don't think I will wake up I Keep thinking my heart will stop or I will have a massive heart attack or stop breathing and my wife will wake to me dead beside her none the wiser to what happened and of ot doesn't happen while I am sleeping I have the same fears that it will happen at some point and I will not be alive for Christmas. I am so freaked out that something sinister is wrong with my heart and the same phrase keeps going through my head "ekg can not detect everything maybe it missed something and your heart is not healthy enough to keep you alive much longer"
I don't know what to do anymore please help me
I am laying in bed terrified of going to sleep because I don't think I will wake up I Keep thinking my heart will stop or I will have a massive heart attack or stop breathing and my wife will wake to me dead beside her none the wiser to what happened and of ot doesn't happen while I am sleeping I have the same fears that it will happen at some point and I will not be alive for Christmas. I am so freaked out that something sinister is wrong with my heart and the same phrase keeps going through my head "ekg can not detect everything maybe it missed something and your heart is not healthy enough to keep you alive much longer"
I don't know what to do anymore please help me